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This Sounds Like Goodbye

by Ken Stringfellow

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Here's to the future my friends hope I can see you there We'll have a drink together somewhere, somewhere Here's to the future darlings whatever may come to pass I send you with my good graces and that's a fact What have you got to lose? Whichever paths you choose Keep in mind that the fates are kind if you let them be so And I know you will Here's to the future brothers raise your cups in the air Here's to the future sisters and all the unlikely pairs What have you got to lose Whichever paths you chose Keep in mind that the fates are kind if you let them be so And I tell you no lies Here's to the future my friends and all that it holds in store I hope that each day from now on holds more Holds more Holds more Holds more Holds more Holds more
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Trans Potato 04:16
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I only called you to say I’m here Why is talking your greatest fear? Just abuse me I’m here Do you remember you promised me Just to be good and never leave All I do now is grieve Goodbye sweet love Be gone from here Be lost tonight It’s better to be alone For you you’re cover’s blown My love has been denied My love has been denied Oh I wish you’d demand of me Did I tell you eternity’s a shorter time for me? Oh you won’t dine with me The knife and fork are complacency You set the table for three Goodbye sweet love Be gone from here Be lost tonight Your cover has been blown You’re free to be alone But if you change your mind Your love won’t be denied Your love won’t be denied Your love won’t be denied
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Tell me what went wrong Do you want me not to hear you when you cry? Did you listen when he spoke? Am I the question mark you hoped for? No? Sorry I’ll go away Don’t come home early today The bastard wasn’t cool Did he play you like a harbor to a fool? Though your stomach wasn’t in it As he played you to your limits As if having them’s what mode you feel secure You claim not to want me, are you sure? Any sign at all, I’ll dream it you’ll live it Any sign at all and I’ll give it I’ll give it Any sign at all, if it’s a sign of trouble I won’t stand in your way when it comes your turn to stumble
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Bi-Son 03:02
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Too True 05:42
I can be silent no longer I can’t keep my tongue tied I’m not one to silently pray But you loved him first so of course I come second But now I’ve come forth just to say That I’m sick of my life ’cause it ’s always revolving Around someone who’s threatening to leave I’ve been looking for something From you who have nothing Nothing to give or receive And it’s true It’s too true It's true It's obviously, undeniably true So you’ll go to him and I’ll never win And I’ll settle for somebody else And make their life empty with my disappointment That I wasn’t the one who could help Will we be thirty-two and just getting wasted With whoever is left every night And looking at successful couples with children And thinking that could never be my life I want a new deal I demand a rewrite This script isn‘t going my way And I question the morals of the writer who tortures Me as I inhabit their play Am I so Am I so bad? Am I so bad? Am I so bad? The sick thing is I feel about you The same way you feel about him And it’s wrong to give up when there’s a glimmer of hope That it won’t work out or in your case it will My heart is stocked like my parents’ refrigerator Just open it and eat your fill But I grow back slower than an alpine meadow But only in your footprints am I killed And it’s true It’s too true And it’s true It’s too true And it’s true It’s too true Am I so bad? Am I so bad? Am I so bad? Am I so bad? Am I so bad? Am I so bad? Am I so bad? Am I so Am I so bad? Am I so Am I so Am I so Bad
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Take Care 03:20
Take care not to hurt yourself Beware of the need for help You might need too much And people are such Take care, please, take care Some people read idea books And some people have pretty looks But if your eyes are wide And all words aside Take care, please, take care This sounds a bit like goodbye In a way it is I guess As I leave your side I've taken the air Take care, please, take care Take care, take care Take care, please, take care Take care Take care, take care

about

Recorded at home in 1997, this album was intended as an exercise in spontaneity; I'd found the meticulous preparation and demoing and preproduction that went into The Posies albums a bit formal, if effective, and I wanted to make something unpremeditated, unfussy, and free.

Each day I started with nothing but blank space on an ADAT recorder in my room/basement, and when I pressed record on the first track, I had to start playing - guitar, keyboards, a sampler... the rules were: play through without stopping until it's long enough to be a song; don't fix anything. Repeat for each overdub. Some pieces came out sounding rather well-composed, some were just experiments in noise.

I was in a relationship that was really breaking my heart each day, I could neither manage to keep it going, nor could I live without it. I know how to have a healthy relationship now, but back then... I was quite lost. I'd already had a failed marriage, and whatever hopes I'd put into the relationship that followed were not going to be realized, I soon understood. The murky darkness that filled my veins felt like this music sounds. In all seriousness, Here's To The Future, and my cover of Big Star's "Take Care" were somewhat intended as suicide notes. I was holding on for dear life. Here's what it sounds like.

credits

released October 4, 1997

Recorded wherever I was living in the first half of 1997
Kitty clapped on (Trans Potato)
Thanks to Rob & Bill for equipment lending
All songs (p) 1997 Fastmilk Music BMI
Except "Take Care" by Alex Chilton (p) by Ardent/Koala Music
Remastered by me.

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Ken Stringfellow Seattle, Washington

A fixture on the music landscape, indie and otherwise, since the debut of his band The Posies in 1988, Ken Stringfellow has over thirty-five years of experience as a performer, composer, producer, arranger, programmer and more. In addition to his eight albums with the Posies and four solo albums, Ken spent a decade touring and recording with R.E.M and 17 years with Memphis cult band Big Star. ... more

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